ESPERAR....
.....DESESPERAR.
Wondrous Moment
The wondrous moment of our meeting . . .
I well remember you appear
Before me like a vision fleeting,
A beauty's angel pure and clear.

In hopeless ennui surrounding
The worldly bustle, to my ear
For long your tender voice kept sounding,
For long in dreams came features dear.

Time passed. Unruly storms confounded
Old dreams, and I from year to year
Forgot how tender you had sounded,
Your heavenly features once so dear.

My backwoods days dragged slow and quiet-
Dull fence around, dark vault above-
Devoid of God and uninspired,
Devoid of tears, of fire, of love.

Sleep from my soul began retreating,
And here you once again appear
Before me like a vision fleeting,
A beauty's angel pure and clear.

In ecstasy the heart is beating,
Old joys for it anew revive;
Inspired and God-filled, it is greeting
The fire, and tears, and love alive
To love without passion is to not love at all.
To love with limits is to not love at all.
To follow your mind instead of your heart is to not love at all.
To leave behind is to not love at all.

A human being is a part of the whole called by us universe, a part limited in time and space. He experiences himself, his thoughts and feeling as something separated from the rest, a kind of optical delusion of his consciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and to affection for a few persons nearest to us. Our task must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature in its beauty.
Friendship Joy
You are a shelter
From life’s frequent storm;
Like a comfortable blanket;
You keep me snug, safe and warm.

You’re a light in the window
When everything’s dark;
You’re a trip to the circus,
A picnic in the park.

Like a bright, sunny summer,
You are joy without end;
And I’m so very privileged
To call you my friend.
How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.
I love thee to the level of every day's
Most quiet need; by sun and candle-light.
I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;
I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.
I love thee with the passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints,--I love thee with the breath.
Smiles, tears, of all my life!--and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.
illuminate the sky at night
let me see your light
dont let it be so dim that I fall
Let me see the lights
it is only in the iluminated night that I can see you
see your light shining towards me
lights in my eyes
keep me from falling
lights in the sky
show me your face
show me your light
illuminate my way
If he is away
I have you
boys come and go
but you dear friend
will stay
I lean on you always
endure all the storms
boys bring with them
you my friend
are mine to keep
your love is forever
they all come and go
you stay
and I stand with you forever
now listening to:
Sia
Little Joy
Radiohead
Kanye
Classical Bach
bottoms up by keke palmer .
mama who bore me from spring awakening .
m79 by vampire weekend .
i stand corrected by vampire weekend .
we don't care by kanye west .
my president is black by young jeezy ft nas .
beat control by tilly and the wall .
you're not sorry (csi remix) by taylor swift .
i'm not alone by calvin harris .
what else is there by royksopp .
needy girl by chromeo .
paper planes remix by m.i.a ft rye rye & afrikan boy .
a millie by asher roth .
buttons by sia .
love sex and magic by ciara ft jt .


My best friend gave me the best advice
He said each day's a gift and not a given right
Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less traveled by
That first step you take is the longest stride

If today was your last day
and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
If today was your last day

Against the grain should be a way of life
What's worth the prize is always worth the fight
Every second counts 'cause there's no second try
So live like you'll never live it twice
Don't take the free ride in your own life

If today was your last day
and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
Would you call old friends you never see?
Reminisce of memories
Would you forgive your enemies?
Would you find that one you're dreamin' of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you finally fall in love
If today was your last day

If today was your last day
Would you make your mark by mending a broken heart?
You know it's never too late to shoot for the stars
Regardless of who you are
So do whatever it takes
'Cause you can't rewind a moment in this life
Let nothin' stand in your way
Cause the hands of time are never on your side

If today was your last day
and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?

Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
Would you call old friends you never see?
Reminisce of memories
Would you forgive your enemies?
Would you find that one you're dreamin' of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you finally fall in love

If today was your last day.